Thursday, May 25, 2006
i might go off my meds
i have a psychopharm appointment in a few hours. i am trying to get hunnybunch to go with me.
i think i am going to go off my meds. i don't think they have done me much good. i still want to die. but when i was doing petitions, i guess i was better, because i would think up ways to kill myself. that may be a sign of being better, but obviously it's not a step far enough in the right direction. i am lethargic, i forget things, i am sad, i still haven't gone back to the gym...
i'm so desperate that today i strongly considered getting a job (since i seem to have been better when i was working, but i was doing something i love- making a SHITLOAD of money!). fortunately for me, there aren't any jobs.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
i think i am going to go off my meds. i don't think they have done me much good. i still want to die. but when i was doing petitions, i guess i was better, because i would think up ways to kill myself. that may be a sign of being better, but obviously it's not a step far enough in the right direction. i am lethargic, i forget things, i am sad, i still haven't gone back to the gym...
i'm so desperate that today i strongly considered getting a job (since i seem to have been better when i was working, but i was doing something i love- making a SHITLOAD of money!). fortunately for me, there aren't any jobs.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
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