Friday, December 24, 2004
I can understand why some older women prefer younger men - there is still some hope for training them. Maybe they can stop their annoying habits of doing things like leaving the cutting board to dry, or rather sit in water, between the faucet and the wall, or leaving their toothbrush in a similar situation in the bathroom. In addition to those things, tonight he left a glass right next to the faucet- had I not noticed it, I would have knocked it into the sink as I turned on the hot water.
The little things become big when you are really depressed.
Fortunately my Lexapro should come from the manufacturer sometime in 2005. Maybe the doctor will even call me when it comes in. Then I can prove to this new caregiver that anti-depressants don't work for me.
I wonder what the deal is at this clinic- the dr. is new and so is the social worker. Did a bunch of staffpeople leave right before I started going there? The social worker went to a college that is on par (exactly) with the one that I went to- it is a bit weird to be "lesser" than someone whose peer I "should/could" be. What am I supposed to do, blame my lack of a career, lack of success, ill health, etc on my mental health problems? I guess it kind of works- I am amazed that I made it thru college.
Ok I am ready to shoot my upstairs neighbor. I have to have quiet in order to get ready for bed. Or noise that I choose to be around. And instead there is this intrusion from above. Only 5 more months in our lease...Wonder when hers is up.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
The little things become big when you are really depressed.
Fortunately my Lexapro should come from the manufacturer sometime in 2005. Maybe the doctor will even call me when it comes in. Then I can prove to this new caregiver that anti-depressants don't work for me.
I wonder what the deal is at this clinic- the dr. is new and so is the social worker. Did a bunch of staffpeople leave right before I started going there? The social worker went to a college that is on par (exactly) with the one that I went to- it is a bit weird to be "lesser" than someone whose peer I "should/could" be. What am I supposed to do, blame my lack of a career, lack of success, ill health, etc on my mental health problems? I guess it kind of works- I am amazed that I made it thru college.
Ok I am ready to shoot my upstairs neighbor. I have to have quiet in order to get ready for bed. Or noise that I choose to be around. And instead there is this intrusion from above. Only 5 more months in our lease...Wonder when hers is up.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
