Saturday, August 13, 2005
It came back
Ugh, I haven't been terribly depressed lately. Last week I was feeling sick for a few days, but spending half a day in bed helped a lot. But then this week...I worked a fair bit, to the point where yesterday I got home from work, went to the gym, and got home in time to leave to go babysit. That sucks, when you don't get any free time. Can't even pee when you need to.
Then today I had to babysit. Ugh, almost 3 hours longer than expected (complicated).
I was planning on doing so many things this afternoon- pick up compost, make compost, take a nap, maybe go to the gym, go to critical mass, go to this party...all i managed to do was to take a 2 hour nap and go to the party really late (I hadn't had dinner, so I went food shopping and dragged some $50 worth of groceries and prepared food to the LH party). I got to hang out with DT, mr T, and some other folks. I got to hug Mewcus, T, D, and J, so that was nice. But I was so out of it- tired and depressed and kind of not myself. I had planned on getting dressed up, but I wimped out at the last minute. It's almost the end of summer, so there won't be too many more chances to wear this skimpy outfit.
I didn't talk to Mr. D, the guy I have a crush on. At all. He was always talking to a bunch of people, and he left shortly before I did. I am such a wuss.
I am supposed to get up in like 6 hours to go visit my friends. I don't see how I can possibly get up that early, so I am staying up late worrying about it.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
Then today I had to babysit. Ugh, almost 3 hours longer than expected (complicated).
I was planning on doing so many things this afternoon- pick up compost, make compost, take a nap, maybe go to the gym, go to critical mass, go to this party...all i managed to do was to take a 2 hour nap and go to the party really late (I hadn't had dinner, so I went food shopping and dragged some $50 worth of groceries and prepared food to the LH party). I got to hang out with DT, mr T, and some other folks. I got to hug Mewcus, T, D, and J, so that was nice. But I was so out of it- tired and depressed and kind of not myself. I had planned on getting dressed up, but I wimped out at the last minute. It's almost the end of summer, so there won't be too many more chances to wear this skimpy outfit.
I didn't talk to Mr. D, the guy I have a crush on. At all. He was always talking to a bunch of people, and he left shortly before I did. I am such a wuss.
I am supposed to get up in like 6 hours to go visit my friends. I don't see how I can possibly get up that early, so I am staying up late worrying about it.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
