Saturday, June 26, 2004
So it's been about two weeks since I have written anything. I wrote a lot for that damned website that I volunteer with. I had a cold after RTC, and my hands are all tore up. To the point where I have gone to the dr. twice for them. Gotta spend the imaginary money.
We had some friends over for dinner- Shelley G, Dr. Mess, and HK. It was fun- meJulie cooked, I cleaned some before they came, and we all ate and drank a ton! Dr. Mess brought us an excellent dumpstered stereo that he put together for us. With a subwoofer and everything! I have to get more money so I can give it to him. someday when i can use my hands more.
My moms is coming to visit later this summer if she can get someone to fill in for her at work. She has never been here before. I have to make some frickin money so I can take time off to hang out with her and maybe go to the east coast myself the next week.
Me and meJulie have a stomach flu. I think the reason I got sick was that I got really stressed out about this community garden that I am supposedly helping to work on. I have to write a lot about that very soon, hands and Gay Pride permitting. Woo hoo! This weekend is Gay Pride!
T and I haven't spoken in days. I didn't get to hang out with him before his Vegas Wife came to town (Simpsons reference). He is not really into his lovers having any kind of relations with his other lovers. That is kind of sad. Another thing to talk about in our next mediation appt.
I've been working on my worm bin and my garden a lot lately, will maybe write some about that in the other blog.
Oh, I had an anxiety attack the other day, about driving a kid a long (to me) distance on the freeway. I think I might be afraid to leave the house when I get older. As long as it is a big house in a cohousing community with lots of food growing and permaculture land, it may not be such a bad thing. But it's weird, cuz I never have anxiety attacks. It wasn't actually such a big deal to be working 20 miles from my home. Just the driving and having to drive back. That is way against my personal belief system. If we have to work regularly, it should be within a 10 minute bikeride. 20 max. Cuz if it's 10 by bike, it could be 30 minutes walking.
I have been so irritable at home these days. I am not sure what to do about that. Up till yesterday I was eating less sugar, so it's from that...maybe I am still not eating often enough. Or maybe I have a neurochemical imbalance...
No energy to go for a walk tonight. I suck.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
We had some friends over for dinner- Shelley G, Dr. Mess, and HK. It was fun- meJulie cooked, I cleaned some before they came, and we all ate and drank a ton! Dr. Mess brought us an excellent dumpstered stereo that he put together for us. With a subwoofer and everything! I have to get more money so I can give it to him. someday when i can use my hands more.
My moms is coming to visit later this summer if she can get someone to fill in for her at work. She has never been here before. I have to make some frickin money so I can take time off to hang out with her and maybe go to the east coast myself the next week.
Me and meJulie have a stomach flu. I think the reason I got sick was that I got really stressed out about this community garden that I am supposedly helping to work on. I have to write a lot about that very soon, hands and Gay Pride permitting. Woo hoo! This weekend is Gay Pride!
T and I haven't spoken in days. I didn't get to hang out with him before his Vegas Wife came to town (Simpsons reference). He is not really into his lovers having any kind of relations with his other lovers. That is kind of sad. Another thing to talk about in our next mediation appt.
I've been working on my worm bin and my garden a lot lately, will maybe write some about that in the other blog.
Oh, I had an anxiety attack the other day, about driving a kid a long (to me) distance on the freeway. I think I might be afraid to leave the house when I get older. As long as it is a big house in a cohousing community with lots of food growing and permaculture land, it may not be such a bad thing. But it's weird, cuz I never have anxiety attacks. It wasn't actually such a big deal to be working 20 miles from my home. Just the driving and having to drive back. That is way against my personal belief system. If we have to work regularly, it should be within a 10 minute bikeride. 20 max. Cuz if it's 10 by bike, it could be 30 minutes walking.
I have been so irritable at home these days. I am not sure what to do about that. Up till yesterday I was eating less sugar, so it's from that...maybe I am still not eating often enough. Or maybe I have a neurochemical imbalance...
No energy to go for a walk tonight. I suck.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
