Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Hunnybunch thinks i'm more depressed
My hunny thinks i'm more depressed these days because i have been avoiding some public things. like i might skip a meeting on weds because i need to go to the gym. well, excuse me for trying to take care of myself! but he can't excuse me. he is really upset and feeling overwhelmed about going to the meeting without me.
last week a friend invited me to a party like 4 hours before he intended to go to it, and i ultimately said no, after deciding that hunnybunch should go without me. i felt like gardening, what can i say?
i had my psychologist appt for social security today. i was all in a good mood and a bit hyper, not at all like how i am at home, at night, when it's quiet and i am alone with my thoughts. and i got some things done- an important quick web story, ran some errands- but here i am, not doing my physical therapy. so basically i think i am not going to get social security based on my mental issues. SIGH
i have been a bit overwhelmed by my friends' major and very important crises coming at a time when i am just trying to read my books! i started reading books again, and i like it. but i know that i kind of hid in them to avoid stuff when i was a kid. everything is so complicated...two sides of the same coin, or whatever expression it is that i'm looking for.
maybe i should start my taxes over the holidays. i can't do the forms, but i could maybe total up my income or whatever. income! ha! i am so broke. and i need to buy some stuff!
email me at haydees@gmail.com
last week a friend invited me to a party like 4 hours before he intended to go to it, and i ultimately said no, after deciding that hunnybunch should go without me. i felt like gardening, what can i say?
i had my psychologist appt for social security today. i was all in a good mood and a bit hyper, not at all like how i am at home, at night, when it's quiet and i am alone with my thoughts. and i got some things done- an important quick web story, ran some errands- but here i am, not doing my physical therapy. so basically i think i am not going to get social security based on my mental issues. SIGH
i have been a bit overwhelmed by my friends' major and very important crises coming at a time when i am just trying to read my books! i started reading books again, and i like it. but i know that i kind of hid in them to avoid stuff when i was a kid. everything is so complicated...two sides of the same coin, or whatever expression it is that i'm looking for.
maybe i should start my taxes over the holidays. i can't do the forms, but i could maybe total up my income or whatever. income! ha! i am so broke. and i need to buy some stuff!
email me at haydees@gmail.com
