Wednesday, February 11, 2004
God, what a miserable existence this is. Will things ever get better or do they have to go on this way?
Z did apologize over email:
I never said I thought it was bullshit. I know you have health
problems and that your are highly alergic to many common
chemicals. You also have problems eating a lot of foods.
I am sceptical that you have MCS, Candida, depression,
arthritis, and get sick easilly and those are not all symptoms
of one or two underlying problems (maybe a mixture
of an alergic reaction to a common frangrance chemical
mixed with something like diabetes). I want you to get better
and get worried that you self-diagnose especially if your
doctors are not dealing with something that may be treatable.
But I do that too (since I never go to doctors) and even
operated on myself once when I was 16 my steralizing
sizzors and cutting off a mole I thought looked carcinogenic.
So even if I may not always trust that you have what you think
you have that doesnt mean I dont belive you have symptoms
and get sick a lot.
But, it doesnt really matter what I think since I dont
know much about diseases or health and you have read more
about you symptoms and what they may be than I have.
(Im about as sceptical about alternative doctors and normal
doctors and think that both diagnose everything to be the same
thing)
I dont know. Its not for me to try to tell you about your
health since its your body. Im sorry if my speculating about
you health offended you.
Love,
Z
I said:
I don't really know what else to say or ask for.
I just feel really bad from what you said the other night and how it took
you 2 days to take it back.
haydee_santamaria@hotmail.com
Z did apologize over email:
I never said I thought it was bullshit. I know you have health
problems and that your are highly alergic to many common
chemicals. You also have problems eating a lot of foods.
I am sceptical that you have MCS, Candida, depression,
arthritis, and get sick easilly and those are not all symptoms
of one or two underlying problems (maybe a mixture
of an alergic reaction to a common frangrance chemical
mixed with something like diabetes). I want you to get better
and get worried that you self-diagnose especially if your
doctors are not dealing with something that may be treatable.
But I do that too (since I never go to doctors) and even
operated on myself once when I was 16 my steralizing
sizzors and cutting off a mole I thought looked carcinogenic.
So even if I may not always trust that you have what you think
you have that doesnt mean I dont belive you have symptoms
and get sick a lot.
But, it doesnt really matter what I think since I dont
know much about diseases or health and you have read more
about you symptoms and what they may be than I have.
(Im about as sceptical about alternative doctors and normal
doctors and think that both diagnose everything to be the same
thing)
I dont know. Its not for me to try to tell you about your
health since its your body. Im sorry if my speculating about
you health offended you.
Love,
Z
I said:
I don't really know what else to say or ask for.
I just feel really bad from what you said the other night and how it took
you 2 days to take it back.
haydee_santamaria@hotmail.com
