Saturday, October 30, 2004
Oh, by the way, I had a very nice date with T. the other day. It was hard for the two of us to take time out of all the things we have to do every day to just stop and spend time together. One of the things I like so much about me and hunnybunch is that us both being on the computers a lot doesn't conflict, and we are able to bend what we are doing a bit so we can do things together.
But anyhow, T. came over and we talked for a long time, and then, since I had been wanting to have a nap, we went to my room. I didn't get to have a nap, but it was very nice. He asked me a personal question, about something he had never asked me about before: he asked me about my father.
Funny that he asked me about him just a few days before the Red Sox won the World Series!!! Sad that the cost of them winning was the death of one of their fans.
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But anyhow, T. came over and we talked for a long time, and then, since I had been wanting to have a nap, we went to my room. I didn't get to have a nap, but it was very nice. He asked me a personal question, about something he had never asked me about before: he asked me about my father.
Funny that he asked me about him just a few days before the Red Sox won the World Series!!! Sad that the cost of them winning was the death of one of their fans.
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Ok, so what exactly is the October Surprise? Is it the obscuring of the political issues in the election? The new Bin Laden video, the new US incursion into Fallujah?
Or is it the fraudulent election? The fact that there is very little difference between Bush and Kerry, and the accusations that Nader's campaign is taking money from Bush? The cuts in Section 8 that will put thousands of poor people out on the street instead of in their current cop-infested, low-quality, cheap housing? Ongoing police brutality in every city?
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Or is it the fraudulent election? The fact that there is very little difference between Bush and Kerry, and the accusations that Nader's campaign is taking money from Bush? The cuts in Section 8 that will put thousands of poor people out on the street instead of in their current cop-infested, low-quality, cheap housing? Ongoing police brutality in every city?
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Monday, October 25, 2004
Save Angel and Spike!
I can't help it, I just got into watching re-runs of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel this fall. Now I am hooked and I think we should Save Angel. Last week Spike (vamp obsessed with killing Buff, played by American actor James Marsters) dreamed that he was making out with Buffy and it was the hottest thing I have seen since the episode where Buffy visits Angel in LA and they have sex for 24 hours, then she is made to forget it. Oh, and there was the one where Giles was like drinking and singing the whole time, and damn he is sexy with his mouth open and a guitar in his arms. I also thought Faith was pretty hot, but I am generally not so into Buffy.
Getting a bit hot in here.
Each of these damned shows is on twice during the weekend. Different seasons. Highly addictive.
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I can't help it, I just got into watching re-runs of Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel this fall. Now I am hooked and I think we should Save Angel. Last week Spike (vamp obsessed with killing Buff, played by American actor James Marsters) dreamed that he was making out with Buffy and it was the hottest thing I have seen since the episode where Buffy visits Angel in LA and they have sex for 24 hours, then she is made to forget it. Oh, and there was the one where Giles was like drinking and singing the whole time, and damn he is sexy with his mouth open and a guitar in his arms. I also thought Faith was pretty hot, but I am generally not so into Buffy.
Getting a bit hot in here.
Each of these damned shows is on twice during the weekend. Different seasons. Highly addictive.
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
Another night, another party
Another night, another party, another sad feeling after not getting the right amount/quality of "attention" from T. We have been talking on the phone sometimes now, and after our talk this pm I was looking forward to hanging out with him at this party. He is so fun. But things aren't like they were before- we don't kiss hello and goodbye, I can't just grab ahold of him when I want to...in fact, when I left, he had his ex-gf D. encircled in his arms. And it's not like he would tell me if they are seeing each other. But it is weird that they shared a lot more affection than we did. In fact, he has only ever held me that way (it looked comforting but it could have been cuddly) once, as far as I remember. But she is small and I am not, that could be why it came out looking like a certain kind of "moment" when it might not have been.
I guess I am reminded again of why I never go anywhere anymore- it is easier to avoid him than to feel sad at the end of the event. It is better for us to not have any interaction than for me to come away disappointed or confused. Part of it all, I think, is that it takes him a long time to warm up to me. So at his house, after two hours we are lying on the couch together or whatever. But at the beginning we are like sitting at opposite ends of the kitchen table.
Anyhow, hunnybunch (the ball and chain, maybe that is why T. avoided me) and I went to the party with TK and MK, and we were so obnoxious. And M. who lives at the house was also fairly obnoxious, flaunting her cleavage all over the place, spanking C., etc.
We stayed less than 2 hours, and we skipped the other party that we could have gone to. Older age bracket. Plus some of us (me) were offended by the email from the host: "Men are encouraged to come dressed as me, others in lingerie." What the hell? Just come out and say, "women, wear your underwear!" Might have been funny for me to go in my holey underwear with a pad and all this blood dripping down my inner thighs.
You get what you ask for sometimes.
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Another night, another party, another sad feeling after not getting the right amount/quality of "attention" from T. We have been talking on the phone sometimes now, and after our talk this pm I was looking forward to hanging out with him at this party. He is so fun. But things aren't like they were before- we don't kiss hello and goodbye, I can't just grab ahold of him when I want to...in fact, when I left, he had his ex-gf D. encircled in his arms. And it's not like he would tell me if they are seeing each other. But it is weird that they shared a lot more affection than we did. In fact, he has only ever held me that way (it looked comforting but it could have been cuddly) once, as far as I remember. But she is small and I am not, that could be why it came out looking like a certain kind of "moment" when it might not have been.
I guess I am reminded again of why I never go anywhere anymore- it is easier to avoid him than to feel sad at the end of the event. It is better for us to not have any interaction than for me to come away disappointed or confused. Part of it all, I think, is that it takes him a long time to warm up to me. So at his house, after two hours we are lying on the couch together or whatever. But at the beginning we are like sitting at opposite ends of the kitchen table.
Anyhow, hunnybunch (the ball and chain, maybe that is why T. avoided me) and I went to the party with TK and MK, and we were so obnoxious. And M. who lives at the house was also fairly obnoxious, flaunting her cleavage all over the place, spanking C., etc.
We stayed less than 2 hours, and we skipped the other party that we could have gone to. Older age bracket. Plus some of us (me) were offended by the email from the host: "Men are encouraged to come dressed as me, others in lingerie." What the hell? Just come out and say, "women, wear your underwear!" Might have been funny for me to go in my holey underwear with a pad and all this blood dripping down my inner thighs.
You get what you ask for sometimes.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
