Monday, January 02, 2006
Ok, THIS was the saddest ER episode ever
This was the episode where Carter realizes that the baby that his lover is carrying is no longer moving, they go to the hospital, find out that the baby has died, and have to endure labor and deliver him. So sad. I have a friend whose baby died (I think they found out when she was giving birth full-term) the same way (cord in a knot around baby's neck).
One of the things that I always worry about is what if that happens to me, or if I have a kid who is severely disabled and how do I handle that (especially since I have no financial resources). These kinds of shows (well, just about anything involving pregnancy and/or having kids) always make me bawl. Having kids is pretty much the only thing I have to look forward to in my life, and is definitely the only thing (besides (a) partner/s, I guess) that I have always wanted.
In order to achieve that someday, sometime in the next 10 years I will have to leave my hunnybunch. I don't know if he'd want to still be with me as a secondary lover if I had kids. Something to talk about, I guess.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
One of the things that I always worry about is what if that happens to me, or if I have a kid who is severely disabled and how do I handle that (especially since I have no financial resources). These kinds of shows (well, just about anything involving pregnancy and/or having kids) always make me bawl. Having kids is pretty much the only thing I have to look forward to in my life, and is definitely the only thing (besides (a) partner/s, I guess) that I have always wanted.
In order to achieve that someday, sometime in the next 10 years I will have to leave my hunnybunch. I don't know if he'd want to still be with me as a secondary lover if I had kids. Something to talk about, I guess.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
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