Friday, July 29, 2005
What am I, anyhow?
Yesterday I talked a bit with my psychologist about my diagnosis- we recently did a rohrshach test, and she's been seeing me for a few months now. We discussed Girl, Interrupted a bit. She thinks I might be a bit borderline and that I do have ADD. She also said that, after talking with Pat, the person who hasn't returned my phone calls in 2 months but is helping me apply for social security disability or whatever, they think that I probably have a better case if I focus on physical stuff.
Two weeks ago I saw my psychiatrist and she continued to say that I don't have ADHD (because I didn't get diagnosed as a kid and I functioned well in school). She really doesn't get me. A lot of times I have to repeat myself when I am talking with her, and then when she understands what I said, she looks at me funny. Ugh.
Noone gets me, though. I remember Jaimi used to say something about how I was so complicated, and that she knew me so well but still didn't get me, and things like that. I'm not difficult on purpose! But I guess it is kind of fun (interesting) being complicated. It's not fun to be so fucking angry and depressed all the time, tho.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
Yesterday I talked a bit with my psychologist about my diagnosis- we recently did a rohrshach test, and she's been seeing me for a few months now. We discussed Girl, Interrupted a bit. She thinks I might be a bit borderline and that I do have ADD. She also said that, after talking with Pat, the person who hasn't returned my phone calls in 2 months but is helping me apply for social security disability or whatever, they think that I probably have a better case if I focus on physical stuff.
Two weeks ago I saw my psychiatrist and she continued to say that I don't have ADHD (because I didn't get diagnosed as a kid and I functioned well in school). She really doesn't get me. A lot of times I have to repeat myself when I am talking with her, and then when she understands what I said, she looks at me funny. Ugh.
Noone gets me, though. I remember Jaimi used to say something about how I was so complicated, and that she knew me so well but still didn't get me, and things like that. I'm not difficult on purpose! But I guess it is kind of fun (interesting) being complicated. It's not fun to be so fucking angry and depressed all the time, tho.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
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