Friday, February 25, 2005
I wonder what this period of time will look like to me when I look back on it. That fog of depression. The misery, the...inability to help myself or to get help from others...
One thing I have realized since I moved in with hunnybunch is that I spend a lot of time helping others, and then I need his help with taking care of myself. Especially since my hand injury last year. I can't both cook and wash dishes, and many days I can't do either. Things like that.
And the connection between my physical and mental health- I seemed to be pretty upbeat and getting things done earlier today, trying to not overdo it, and then I took a nap and had to babysit and now I am miserable. Is it partly cuz I had to babysit toddlers (I avoided sitting for toddlers for like 5 years in my babysitting prime, which I passed over 10 years ago)? Is it because I spent an evening away from home?
I also didn't have a walk today. And I have to babysit 2 of the next 3 days.
And C+S are moving away any day now, possibly tomorrow. Pretty exciting that the purchase of this property seems to be going through. Exciting for the people involved, at least.
SIGH.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
One thing I have realized since I moved in with hunnybunch is that I spend a lot of time helping others, and then I need his help with taking care of myself. Especially since my hand injury last year. I can't both cook and wash dishes, and many days I can't do either. Things like that.
And the connection between my physical and mental health- I seemed to be pretty upbeat and getting things done earlier today, trying to not overdo it, and then I took a nap and had to babysit and now I am miserable. Is it partly cuz I had to babysit toddlers (I avoided sitting for toddlers for like 5 years in my babysitting prime, which I passed over 10 years ago)? Is it because I spent an evening away from home?
I also didn't have a walk today. And I have to babysit 2 of the next 3 days.
And C+S are moving away any day now, possibly tomorrow. Pretty exciting that the purchase of this property seems to be going through. Exciting for the people involved, at least.
SIGH.
email me at haydees@gmail.com
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