Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Ok, so when you have been variously conspiring with, talking to, making out with, and cuddling with your on-again-off-again lover of 3.5 years for over 4 hours, is it or is it not ok to suddenly, after starting the discussion of who has prophylactics, say that you don't want to have sex every time you see each other? And then after trying your best to explain what you meant by having sex/having things get "intense" between us, to say, "so after tonight I think we shouldn't have sex for a while?"
I mean, come on! Do you think you are still going to get laid at that point, motherfucker?
One of these days I will get around to more seriously considering what kind of relationships I can have with these other people I am interested in. It is so ridiculous to be having all this exquisite wonderfulness and then have him be so stupid, so unable to express what he really means to say... I tried to ask him if he meant that he didn't want things to be bad between us again, or he wanted to save energy for his other lover and potential lovers. He didn't really answer that one. Jerk.
He also wouldn't tell me who he has a crush on. Jerk. There is one person who he is pretty sure likes him back. I wonder if it is his serious ex.
How am I supposed to now want to be involved in this action that is coming up when I can't feel close to him until he can further explain what the hell he was trying to say?
email me at haydees@gmail.com
I mean, come on! Do you think you are still going to get laid at that point, motherfucker?
One of these days I will get around to more seriously considering what kind of relationships I can have with these other people I am interested in. It is so ridiculous to be having all this exquisite wonderfulness and then have him be so stupid, so unable to express what he really means to say... I tried to ask him if he meant that he didn't want things to be bad between us again, or he wanted to save energy for his other lover and potential lovers. He didn't really answer that one. Jerk.
He also wouldn't tell me who he has a crush on. Jerk. There is one person who he is pretty sure likes him back. I wonder if it is his serious ex.
How am I supposed to now want to be involved in this action that is coming up when I can't feel close to him until he can further explain what the hell he was trying to say?
email me at haydees@gmail.com
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